Think big & fly high,
Dreams can't be snatched,
You can write your, 'once upon a time'
& can be the princess of your castle.


Today when I was sleeping at 3:00 pm, I was having a dream in my mind about what should I wrote in my blog post, suddenly I woke up & this line was revolving in my mind,

"All of my life, I wanted to be like her..."

I was very happy thinking about this & decided to write on it. I always wished to share such things to the whole world, about what I wanted to be like. Today I got the chance so I will not lose it.
I wanted to clear it right now that this is all my idealistic story & not my real life...


All of my life, I wanted to be like her; smart like her, wise like her, pretty like her, passionate like her, crazy like her, loving & caring like her, a combo of good & evil, an angel & a demon at the same time, a girl that knows everything about the world but at the same time know nothing even about the person sitting next to her, cheers everyone & listen to everyone's sad life, a girl with a little bit spice & mixture of  a self-obsession & emotions, a girl that want to travel the whole wide world but also spend time with herself alone in a locked room, a girl that uploads every little thing on Facebook status but at the same time wrote everything in a small diary resting on her study table, a girl that roam around in a different shirt with a different styled trouser but at the same time wanted to be a fashionista, a girl that everyone desires to be & at the same time feel cringe about, a girl that wants to read books the whole day & also wanted to waste time on social media, a girl that is completely interested in studies but also wanted to place the books neatly in a corner, a girl that likes every heavy bridal frock but at the same time dream to have a light colored & simple wedding dress, a girl that buy high heels but also wanted to wear plain shoes to be comfortable, a girl that want a love marriage but also wished to have love in arrange marriage, a mixture of fire & water, a girl as an idealistic dreamer & at the same time a girl with meaningless life, a mysterious USB file & an open book, a girl that is very happy about being a Muslim but at the same time wanted to know every little thing about all other religions, a girl that loves to flaunt her short hair but also wished to have long one, a girl that no one ever have seen but also a girl that is very common in this materialistic world. Yes, I wanted to be like that, a mixture of every positive & a negative thing in this world...




To be continued...
P.S. Her is she, she is I

For further reading, what if life is a dream