Dreams, that meant to be TRUE (part-2)

 

Previous part: Dreams, that meant to be TRUE (part-1).

I think we should have

that one person

Who should be there for us, so that whenever,

we feel low,

just their presence makes us,

"US".

He,

was my best friend, 'Ikrimah'

& I call him 'Imi',

the one I haven't talked about, since last year because we had an argument on something few days back after my last birthday, he got angry, says something that I didn't like, I got upset & blocked him from everywhere. He tried to patch up with me for 2, 3 times but I too had my own attitude problems. After that, everyday I wrote about him on my dairy, the things I couldn't tell him, as he was blocked, by mentioning the days like DAY 1, DAY 2, DAY 3.........

I will share one that I wrote yesterday,

Yes I was angry &

So was you,

I was wrong but

You were too,

Come on,

Now end all this.

I miss you & for sure you knew,

With you I am,

As comfortable as an old shoe.

I was very very happy but I went so casually towards him & just shake hand but he pulls me towards him for a side type hug. So we just cut the cake, I made coffee/tea for everyone, we all gossiped about everything happened recently, finally by saying goodbye to him everyone went to his/her room. I went with him towards the door & we exchanged some 'Sorry/Thank you' until he look towards me for few seconds, sits in a car & went far away. I closed the door & went into my room. I was happy because he is the only one that makes me feel who I am. I think we cannot be so open even with our family as much as we are with our best friends. I always wished to have such a friend in my life & I am happy I have one.

Alarm "buzz buzz", (vibrations) under my pillow. I took it out, turned it off & it was sharp 5.00 a.m. I thought I missed my Fajr prayer but still there was time, so I hurriedly got up & offered my prayer, finish my yoga sessions, took my coffee from the kitchen, went into my room & caught the book I was already reading "Field Notes on Love", as my mind was fresh.

After finishing coffee & reading 40-50 pages, I stood up to clean the mess of the room & of myself too.

P.S. the book was quite interesting, more then I was thinking it to be.

Well, I wore a red with yellow flowers floral long frock with a front side cut & paired it with a loose blue jeans, opened a drawer to pick the shoes & picked an easy comfy yellow slippers, straighten up my hair & make two loose ponies on the top & open from the back, a little bit of makeup with a baby pink blushed light lipstick, clicked a picture & posted it on Instagram with a caption;

"It's my day."

#4june2022

I went out from my room for my breakfast & everyone was there, including Imi. I was like, I haven't checked my mobile since last night, maybe he texted me. But I went to the dining table after saying Sal-am to everyone, sitting next to my mom. We all started our breakfast & decided that we will celebrate openly but menu will be surprise & will be made at home & I was like 'okay'.

Everyone started to prepare everything, as it was not so big day, so we keep it casually by inviting only close friends of everyone & of course Imi was not a guest so there was no need to invite him.

We all decorated the hall with flowers & one wall with sticker balloons saying,

"Happy Birthday A".

Imi & mom were busy in the kitchen since morning & in between we both talked about things, the one we haven't, since last year,

 i.e. movies, university gossips, actors, new inventions, little bit of politics, new memes, new songs & about the diary in which I wrote about him. We laughed at the funny things we have missed enjoying together, pillow fights, snatching each others bites of food, laughing at my not so bad singing, exchanging weird looks per minute & sarcastic comments on my siblings.

Well, I wore a baby pink shirt with a little bit of embroidery on its bottom with a white flapper, pink shoes & white scarf on my shoulder, a little bit of makeup & light curls in my hair. I choose the baby pink colour because almost everything was in this colour today the lights & the decorations etc. I went out & everyone blasted the party popper & we all laughed out loud. I met & greet everyone, asked them soft drinks or anything they needed, sit with them, talked with them & most of the all collected gifts from them😉.

Finally, my sisters were coming with the menu tray & I was very nervous what is going to be blasted now as it was covered with a white cloth. Everyone was gathered at one place & i removed the cloth from tray & everything was in pink the cake, the sweets, the drinks, everything. One special thing was that each thing was carrying a macron, which is my favourite thing to eat.

Then I realised that whether it is a miracle or not but today it became an automatic theme of baby pink. We ate together, then played some games, the singing session & gifts opening session.

Mom gave me a bracelet, my brother gave me a beautiful new mobile phone ( the one I want), my younger sisters prepared a gift together & that was a chocolate bouquet, Imi gave me a small & unique show piece which carries a boy and a girl sitting on a bench & laughing out loud looking at the sky (a pure & true depiction of 'US') & a rose bouquet.

Everything was so so beautiful & unique for me. Everyone left, I thanked everyone for the gifts and the amazing day, especially thanked Imi for giving me this amazing day, making everything dreamy. I went to place the gifts in my room & suddenly the Imi's gift fell from my hand and....

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I woke up.

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I

Woke

Up

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4th June, 2022;

I found myself sleepy & lazy in my room on a sofa with t.v on & it was 5 a.m. I just sigh for few moments & rubbed my eyes to make myself believe that it was just a DREAM,

nothing more then that.

I offered prayer, took bath, got ready for the university, went outside for breakfast & finally went to university.

So,

This is the REALITY, no DREAMY birthdays, DREAMY wishes, DREAMY gifts & most of the all,

DREAMY BEST FRIEND.

Thank you!