...I would've come with a remote control.



Find 'Him' through every hole,

If you don't like anyone,

Then you need to scroll,

Find until 'He' doesn't match your soul,

If you were made to be controlled,

You would've come with a remote control.




"I hope you'll come today?"
his voice full of fear to not hear a 'no'.

"Yeah! I'll try," I say hesitatingly

"Please don't try to come, just come."

"Okay. I will," I cut the call after saying this.


'He' in previous conversation was my Fiance. His name is Aaron. He works in some research facility but used to make some little toys to play with. Today he was inviting me to show what new thing he had created. Because he wanted to show me first. I don't know whether I am that important to him or he just want to show me that the person I am taking granted for, is that much intelligent.
I don't want to go but he was saying so kindly that I said 'yes'. The same 'yes', I said, when he asked me to get married to him. He is nice. Yes that's the only word made for him, I guess, 'Nice'. When someone asks me, "How's he?" Then my only answer is, "He is nice."

Well, I think this information is enough for today. I have to get ready because he will call & text me again & again until I will reach there.

I picked a simple, light & long Lemon floral frock, blue jeans, white watch, tops & neck-wear, a ponytail, little bit of makeup with light brown lipstick & plain white shoes. I guess that is more than enough.

I left home with my brother at approximately 6:00 p.m. & reached him at 6:30 p.m. He left me there & went back home. Before knocking the door, Aaron opened it.
Sometimes I just curse myself that why the hell I am not falling for him. He is more than I deserve, loves me more than I wish for, cares for me more than anyone ever had. Still I am not falling for him. Yes I like him, I respect him but I don't feel that connection with him. I feel like somewhere, someone else is waiting for me & something big is stopping me to accept Aaron to be mine.

Anyways, he was wearing a casual white shirt with blue jeans & was looking so handsome. The universe try it's best to attract me towards him, I mean look at the combo of dresses we both wearing.

I met Aunt, his mom, took some tea/coffee & then he took me to his room. I don't like much his choices, they are good but I want something to be excited & his choices are little boring. He owns a big room, king-sized bed, pair of sofas, a wide book shelf (the only thing I like in his room), cupboard & connected but parted study room (connected as in the same room, parted by a small wall & designing in such a way that the first look understands this is something different in the room).

There was something placed in a corner with a red shawl on it, an almost four feet high thing. I love the way he give me surprises. He asked me to sit & I did.
Then he took a remote from the dressing table & clicked a red button on it & the red shawl was automatically removed from it. To my surprise, it was a robot, a girl robot which was being controlled by that remote control in his hands. I was surprised & shocked at the same time.

I don't know what thought process he had while making it & showing it to me. It was unique & it was good but....I don't know...I was speechless...

While looking at me & my shocking face, he started saying,
"I haven't shown this to my mom even till now. You are going to enter my life soon. You have opinions that sometimes I don't like. I want you to say 'yes' to everything I say to you. I love you & I made this because it can never say 'No'. I can control it whenever I want to, same way I want to control you."
"Come on, say something," he added.

I was thinking something else after watching this but it came out to be something else, after hearing his words.
I just say what I was thinking for the first time, I said it on his face,
"If I wanted to be controlled, I would've come with a remote control."




I took that ring, which he gave me, from my finger & put it on his table & came out, booked a taxi & went to my home. That day I realised why I wasn't attracted to him & thanked Allah that I never felt that connection with him.




Thank You!
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