There is not much that,
I want to share with you all.
Life, you know,
Is like a ball.
It is round,
& small.
If you understand it,
Then you don't need a Paracetamol.
& if you didn't,
Then it is your own fall.
"Congratulations to you both", "Stay happy, stay blessed together Forever", I was hearing these phrases from everywhere today, the text messages, phone calls & people in front of me.
I think 'Forever' is a word made for memories, not people.
After posing & sitting straight for two hours of my 'Engagement Ceremony', finally I got a chance to go to my room & exhale everything that was burning inside me.
I was wearing a golden not-so-heavy maxi with a little bit of makeup, normal fancy heels, small jewellery items, a bun in my hair & matching scarf on my head.
I removed scarf exactly when I took first step in my room & it fell at the entrance of the room. I know it is representative of "Women's Respect" but I was exhausted, so I didn't care & went to the balcony. The air was very cool as if it was going to rain.
I sat on a comfy sofa there & looked towards the ring in my fourth finger of left hand, a glittering white diamond ring, surrounding by tiny small diamonds with a thin band around my finger. It glitters & flashes in the light.
People believe that this finger had a vein that ran directly to the heart, the 'Vena Amoris', meaning 'Vein of Love'. They say that the engagement ring stands for the promise, the devotion & 'LOVE'. The shape of the ring already indicates its meaning: it is circular without beginning and an end, which means infinity(no start, no end).
When everyone asks me that "If I am happy or not?"
I replied honestly, "My mom asks & I said 'YES'."
But really I wasn't sad or...I don't know. I just can't explain this feeling.
I closed my eyes for a moment & felt as if I was being circumnavigated around the earth by air. When I opened my eyes & look towards the moon which was showing me the picture of my dreamy day, I used to think:
'He' in white shirt, black pant & black coat with its collar & pocket square white, holding a rose bouquet in his hands & waiting for me to come.
'Me' in white long tailed simply embroider maxi with white laced plain shoes & net stole at the corner of my head.
'My friends' holding my hand coming towards my partner to be. All others standing there in black coloured different dresses.
'The Venue', something under the open sky with yellow lightening & grassy decorations & the reflection of moonlight on the two, 'us' exchanging rings.
When we reach the final spot to perform the ceremony the rings were already placed there in flower baskets, simple gold rings no diamond no other gems on it, simple, beautiful & unique.
People watching us, got understood that, we are happy together. Our laughing, talking, eating, everything shows no hesitance, just lost in the moment.
After watching all that, still if someone will ask: "Are you happy?"
My conversation will end by saying, "My mom asks, & my heart says 'YES'."
He took the ring & put it in my finger, giving soft kiss on it. After performing ceremony we clicking pictures with amazing poses, cutting cake, sharing drinks.
At the end, dance on a soft music, 'the dance of love', he gave a round while holding my hand, sat on his knee, lost in my eyes, & everyone claps.
.
.
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My eyes got open & I came into reality due to a small & soft drop of rain on my hand. I stood up, look towards the moon for a moment & started to take the steps back to my room & it began to rain heavily.
Thank you!
Stay tuned!
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