..& it still hurts.
I saw that girl you choose over me,
I wish you can see,
The pain,
You were giving me,
It hurts,
Couldn't you see my crossed fingers?
You gave me red chillies,
When I was in search of desserts.
Everything; the chairs & tables, pens & markers, boys & girls were in a perfect & calm position; so was my heart, because he was sitting by my side.
Everyone says, they feel so nervous & anxious when, the people they like came in front of them but, in my case, it was opposite.
Today was our final term exams & the sitting arrangement was of course by the head of examination, that's why he was sitting on a chair next to me & I cannot digest it ever & I cannot even imagine. Also, my eyes continuously went to him & sometimes there was an eye contact. He was smiling & blushing more than usual. Actually normally, he doesn't smile at all & stays in a serious mood neither angry nor happy just a complete straight face. So it was surprising for me too. At first I thought he was also happy by sitting next to me. I didn't thought even for a moment that this blushing & smiling face wasn't for me. It was for someone else.
His friends came & congratulate him & finally they said what I wasn't expecting,
"Congratulations man, finally you got her & now she's all yours."
I wasn't shocked that much but one thing was clear I wasn't ready to hear that. Deep down it was hurting, a sweet pinching.
After a bit of time, that girl came & sat in front me. Ah God this thing was left to bear. At that point, my heart says only one thing to him,
"I saw that girl you choose over me & it hurts."
Well, both were blushing looking towards each other & she was holding a diary & a flower. On it's outer cover flowers & hearts were made. I stop myself to look at them, as it was of no use except of hurting myself. She was beautiful & he was handsome, a perfect match, I guess.
But, one thing happened & all my emotions rotate in 360 degrees.
Electricity shock spread all over my body, when I looked up & he was gazing at me, not a simple eye contact happened, a full view of my face was in his eyes.
He was gazing like a quench of some need. But when I looked at him, he saw me for a minute & moved his eyes towards her again. I don't know what was that but now I wasn't sad but I was like refreshment filled all over me & I was ready for it. I gave a big smile to myself. But I couldn't get what he wants & that stayed a mystery until,
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My eyes click wide open & I was on my bed. When I got up from my bed & looked by my side there it was, 'The Smile'. Same smile was on my face & I was loving it. But that line was on my tongue,
"I saw the girl you choose over me & it still hurts."
Thank you!
Stay Tuned!
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